Everything ever created had risen to the surface of my mind and churned there in a hot rumbling noiseless rage. And I couldn’t un-hear it! Blaring incessantly it choked my sanity, turning the thin layer of peace that clung to the surface into a boiling chum, and all those bottom dwellers feasted upon it as though it be life itself. All that I had gathered and harbored and kept in the deep had come to reap the harvest of my vision and it would only be in this destruction that understanding would find me well aware of what it was I had done. And it was for a long time that I suffered with those creations. But my vision became clear as I looked back at the reckoning and knew it was my own. Only then would I come to understand the power of my Being and the wisdom of my vision. All those manifestations played themselves out and then slowly dissipated leaving me back in a purer state of Serenity.
time is a construct by which we measure change it can be greatly effected by hyper focusing desire the tricky part is that in order to understand desire you must experience change, therefore time the constructs of time can be thinned to a sheer veil through the intensity by which you focus on the Now yet many are bypassing the Now for the visions of the past or future. but once you become hypervigilant to the present, you gain the power to see through the veil and the possibilities within every given moment are revealed to you in such a way that desire begins to flow causing you to track with time the movements of your life in a more conscious and deliberate way
i bend all the rules in the Now, and i jump all the tracks created by others that do not serve Me. this is a powerful way to Be.
The me you see is but a shadow of that which I Am. As I dance upon the screen, the very image of life is but my story, and me the puppet, playing out in time. In amazement I watch as it rolls before my eyes, and I, the spectator, appear before Myself, as though small, (a creation of Myself in Mine Own Minds Eye). Yet, the moment arrived when My shadow hesitantly turned and witnessed Myself as I Am ~ THE ONE WHO SHINES! Now, having turned back once again to the shadow world, she marvels and delights in madness at that which We see.
I know what it is to be fire. I have gazed deeply within that blaze and pondered at its Isness. I have watched those flames lick upon the branch with a tenderness that no righteousness could withstand leaving all that hardness a milky dust. Yes, I know what it is to be fire.
I closed my eyes, and she was there, standing before me in the void. I reached deep within myself, into a locked and treasured recess of my being, and tore out a ridiculously small heart that I had vehemently protected for far too long. I clasped her wrist, shoving it into her outstretched palm, “Here! Take it!” she looked down at the smallness of it. “What is this,” she asked, looking at me in dismay. “It is ALL the love you ever gave Me”, I whispered. Then I turned and walked away knowing our time together was complete, and that she was right when she had said we would never be friends.