Beneath the gleaning of my soul, a winter’s icy road does track the weight of my journey’s tread. Another step a little nearer, and a little nearer still.
This season ends on that hellish frosts thaw. These many years where death sought my soul. Not even sorrow could kill the Light that leads Me. Another step a little farther, and a little farther still.
I see beyond my reach, a new vision burns. That glaciered mountain melts before me in its heat. My thirsty heart is healed by those Living Waters, and She beckons. Another step a little nearer, and a little farther still!
Matthew 26:39 And after going a little farther, He fell face down and prayed, saying,“My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but as You will.”
I danced upon the moon, and no one noticed. I climbed upon a star and shot myself like a sling Across the galaxy very very far – and no one saw. I blinked an eye and disappeared to a world beyond And no one asked – where did she go? Because though I’d left – I was never really gone.
I have created around myself a barrier of such magnitude, a pulsating beating living energy that can only be penetrated by pure acts of Love, genuinely bestowed in a manner of good intention. Anything else will hit upon this wall, and reverberate back into the nothingness from which it came, and All will be aware of its powerless effects.
I have seen her there behind the couch, hiding in the shadows from angry words. Her tormentor; An empty bottle looming over her. The broken glass. The shattered pots. A green leaf floating slowly down. Time stops, as it makes its way to the soiled floor with a crash of silence. A tear falls. All is quiet for a while. Until the bottle steals away the hour once more.
I have seen her there behind the couch, hiding in the shadows, and at first I am afraid. But then her laughter brings me back. Soft spoken lullabies. Scattered toys. Boo! She yells, and runs across the crisp clean floor. A race ensues. I win, grasping her in my arms with a crash of silence. A tear falls. All is quiet for a while. Until her laughter steals away the hour once more.
I have manifested all sorts of energies
The entire spectrum have I crossed
Each step of my own choosing
Every lesson gleaned for the gain
In darkness I found sorrow and reaped compassion
It was there I learned to love myself unconditionally
In light there is joy abounding making charity easy
And I learned that giving was in actuality receiving
I danced in the energies, every one “good and bad”
And there found the power of my soul
I yielded gratitude to the darkness and sorrow became my friend
I bid it well and rode the light back to joy and found bliss
And I came away with a wisdom found only by experience
It was always me. Moving me. I have the power to decide.
Every thought creates a feeling that directs my next step.
I can believe beyond what I see and create magic in my future
Or I can create pain be seeing only what is and enforcing more of the same
I have the power to make worlds as I think them if I allow my emotions to believe them!
And you have the power to create in this same way – and you’re doing it every day.
So let me ask you to look around. What is it you are creating? Is it wanted?
If you take responsibility for what you see, you have the power to create differently.
I watched the sprinkler as it click clicked to the right Then it swung in an arch and went left in great flight As that water sprayed down and it moistened the earth Which had just been bone dry and hampered by dearth A small blade of grass in its death had been bent But now reaching upward it made its ascent And I mused as a watched and I smiled with a nod For I too had been parched and forlorn like that sod And just when I thought I would die where I lay The heavens rained down and drove darkness away
Thousands of ME’s From Infant to Old Illusions of form that I chose That I might traverse this place All the way from Birth to Death That I happily bequeathed To Myself before coming Let Me not forget that I agreed to Love them All
My eyes are made to see the worlds things My vision is made to see what lies beyond I can conceive of it only in the well of my Being When the mind and body are stilled I move out of the illusion and into eternity Where all that has been dreamed awaits Me Where both heaven and hell are Mine for the taking
~ It’s the same for you, even though you are unaware.